Sorry to say, but this will definitely be an emo post... Why? Because of my giant stupid mistake this morning...
This morning was the SMK Taman S.E.A Prefect's Annual General Meeting(AGM). And guess what? Im in charge of all the mics and PA system for the whole event. What's the stupid giant mistake that I made? I was late to the AGM and late to set the mics up by a whole hour... So I was supposed to be there by 7a.m. but I was late and reached at 8.20a.m.? The Honored Guests(Pn. Zakiyah, En. Allen and Pn. Ang) were all waiting for me to set up the mics... Luckily, they were only waiting for about 15-20 minutes... A few very helpful prefects and I managed to set up the mics within 5 minutes which was really really fast... I thank all those who helped me. Im also sorry that I forgot who helped me...
During the AGM, I was in the PA room... I was so scared to show myself infront of everyone... A few certain people were staring at me with that kind of face which says: 'You're a disgrace'. But in the end I managed to gather the bits and pieces of my shattered courage and go to my seat downstage...
After the AGM, we all got together and helped to clean up the place... After keeping the mics and locking up the PA room, I apologised to Pn. Harminder. Immediately after giving her a bow of apology, tears came rushing down. Pn. Harminder had said that she had forgiven me and she told me to stop crying. She also gave me afew hugs. Somehow, hugging her was like hugging my mother. Just that there was a slight difference. That difference is that I knew that she wasnt my mother. But very much like one. After apologising, I went behind the hall to cool down. I was almost about to burst out in tears, but just in time, Por Lyn came to my rescue. She told me to chill and managed to make me laugh. Alot. So I managed to cooldown. For that time only. Then I went up the stage to the boys changing room and took my bag. All of a sudden, more tears came... I cried for about 10 seconds then again, before I totally burst into tears, Por Lyn came. AGAIN! Which was amazing. Again, managing to cool me down, but this time for good, I went off stage and said my goodbyes and went to the weigh-in for MSSD Taekwondo.
While weighing-in, lots of people asked me why I cried... Guess that it was quite obvious. Thanks for caring. BUT! Dont you people know that asking someone why they cried immediately after they finish crying will make them remember it????!!!! Im not scolding anyone. I would just like to advise all those who asked... But Wai Phun was the one to help me during the weigh-in. He told everyone to stop asking.
So I managed to go through the day without crying anymore or punching any walls. OH! You may wonder why I was late... Here's the answer... I DONT KNOW! I was woken up by my sister who was told to do so by Auntie Annie(Estelle's and Danielle's mom). When I did wake up, I checked my phone, apparently it wasnt on silent but the alarm had been off the whole time and I had 8 missed calls. All from Pn. Harminder... After waking up, I rushed to get to school and then then set everything up like what I said just now.
So to end this post, I would like to say...
Im sorry to Pn. Harminder and all the prefects of SMK Taman S.E.A. And also sorry for dissapointing all of you who believed that I could handle it.
Thank you! This thanks goes to all those who helped me to set up the mics.
Last but most definitely not least,THANK YOU! To Pn. Harminder, Por Lyn and Wai Phun. No offence to the Pn. Harminder and Wai Phun, but I wish to give a bigger thank you to Por Lyn.
So... THANK YOU!
