I really miss you.

Yesterday night or rather this morning at about 1.30a.m. I thought of you. I dont know why I thought of you. Was it because of the emotional breakdown from yesterday afternoon? Or was it because you popped into my mind and I just continued thinking? I dont think I want to know. I cried so much because I thought of this one person who is very important to me. Before I continue, I would like to apologize to Jo Yee, a very good friend of mine. As I promised the night before that I would call her if I needed to talk about anything at all. Im sorry Jo Yee. I didn't call. I didn't want you to hear me cry. Im sorry.

I really miss you. And in a few months time, I think you would forget almost everything about me. You gave me something that I always wanted to feel. Last year, I gave up on even hoping I would feel that emotion which God knows what you call it. But thanks to you, I finally had the chance to feel it. And Im glad and thankful because you allowed me to. Thank you for that. All that's left now is one question.

Will you remember me as the boy who loved you or as the boy who gave you comfort? Or will you even remember me in months to come?

Doesn't matter. All that matters is as long as you remember me and know that I love you, it's good enough. I hope that you know that it's you Im talking about when you read this post.

Last but not least, thanks for everything.

Never cross a road while talking on the phone

It's been awhile. Haven't blogged in about a week or more. So Im gonna blog about yesterday and today AND 2 days ago too. But it's gonna be short.

Monday, 23rd of November
My cousin brothers came over. We had alot of fun with cards and computer. So I didnt rot. Had Dominos' for dinner. IT WAS AWESOME!!!

Tuesday, 24th of November
Called afew old friends over to my house. So we had one of their PS2s connected to my new 42" LCD. Since my cousins were there, we had even more fun than expected. Played even more cards and got some new cards. MUAHAHA!

Today
Woke up at 12pm today. So I immediately started washing the clothes. Thank God they dried in time. HAHA! Anyways... After washing the clothes, I had lunch and watched Kiva since I had nothing to do. Stupid DVD was corrupted at episode 14... T.T
At about 5pm, Phei Fern called cause she was so bored. Your timing wasn't so good this time, Phei Fern. I was already on my way to the basketball court. Next time should call Ken to come. Sorry Ken, forgot to call you to come and play. OH! Something bad almost happened to me... I almost died today because of my phone AGAIN! Im sure you would be happy if I died right? Phei Fern? LOL! But I wonder how you would feel if you were the one who caused it. HAHA! Joking joking. But she almost got me killed. So an old lesson must be re-implanted into my head.
NEVER CROSS ROADS WHILE TALKING ON THE PHONE!

One more thing. No need to thank me, Jo Yee. It's what friends are for.