Wanna know why? Go ahead and ask me personally and see whether I tell you or not. I feel so pathetic...
I always doubt my choices for certain things like whether to stay back or not or whether to do my homework the night itself of just leave it for later...
I regeret alot of choices now... I know that regretting is pointless, but still, what's wrong with thinking about the past? Im sure everybody wishes that they could have changed something they did...
I would definitely love to change my stupid decision to bring my phone to school one Saturday when there was class and I was at a competition held in our school... If I didn't bring it, I would have saved myself from tons of stress... Now I have to continuously watch my back... It's frustrating...
Now I have to totally balance out friends, family, Taekwondo, prefects AND studies... I never used to have studies to balance... Never did... But now F4 is so different... I cant' skip all my classes for spot checks anymore... It's so so bloody annoying when I cant do that...
I need to burst... It's been real long since I last burst... Hopefully I can do so tonight so I can get rid of feeling pathetic...
