Thursday, August 26, 2010

WHERE ISIT?!

Where in BLOODY HELL is my file?! I can't find it... I left it in the hall yesterday and I can't find it no matter how many times I go through the hall... And frankly, it's pissing me off... I need that file! Not only is my work stuff in there, there are also some photos of EXTREME sentimental values...

So if ANYONE at all has found a white transparent file which opens with a circle of velcro, please check it's contents: accounts projects, some pictures, a warning letter with my name on it... Please return it...

I need to start going for my classes on Sundays again... Before I become that stupid impatient person again... Crap... I feel that my fuse is getting shorter by the day... MOM! WAKE ME UP!!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Feeling abit disappointed

Why you may ask... It's because out of all my close friends. You are the only one who told me to give up... I don't understand why though... It's like I you're saying I dont stand a chance. What's even worse is that you don't know her at all... So yes, I believe you are jumping very big steps and to a very outrageous conclusion...

Im pretty sure you wont read this post anyways but I just wanna express myself... It doesn't matter if I don't stand a choice... This is definitely the first time I have ever, EVER, felt so happy for so long in one go.

Having such feelings for her somehow just makes me carefree and happy. So it doesn't matter if she has such feelings for me or not. I wanna stay like this and not that stupid idiot who used to sulk over every little crap that made him even the slightest bit sad...

I hope you realize that this is the last time I will ever go to you for any girl related problems...

Gosh... Why?! Out of all of them does it have to be you? If it were her or her or HER I could get it... But you don't know this girl at all...

Im sorry, Ah Jie, but I seriously cant just let go when I dont want to. Accept the fact...

Im sorry

I somehow feel like Im responsible for you bottling up all your problems... I dont know why. Maybe because I was MIA for awhile? Im sorry.

Im always free to call. Just afew dials away. Letting the problems out to someone might help your situation. You could even tell me to meet you somewhere. Im a VERY free person these days. But of course, Im only free if the thing is important and needs me. So Just text me or something lar.

Im really sorry

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Waiting for the right reply

Honestly, take your time. I believe that I can wait forever for an answer. I just hope you're okay.

ANYWAYS! My cousins came over to have some fun. They fried my brains cause they were VERY kiasu... They were finally happy when they beat me at Yu-Gi-Oh after losing for about 4 hours... So yeah, my brain was fried. Damn badly... After the games, they just HAD to annoy the crap out of me.

Very few things annoy me that badly and only one can annoy me that badly at the very instance you say anything related... Declan, you should know. You always do it to me. Just that you do it with control. Sadly, my cousins don't have that kind of control cause they're too innocent... Haiz... Thankfully, they left already. I did have fun, but they just had to ruin it by bringing up that topic. They even tried to use my phone to embarrass... And luckily, Im still bigger in size than them. For now...

I found out something about a certain someone that I believe alot of people don't like. Haha... It's so interesting to find out about this. But then again, you will never know that I know about it. MUAHAHAHA

Im SOOO HUNGRY NOW! Seriously.... I have no idea where my mom is with the groceries... I have absolutely NOTHING to eat... I've just eaten the last 5 slices of bread... And Im still hungry... ARGH!!! MOM!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!

My sister went to this studies course thing... Apparently someone I would call a best friend was there too... And apparently, that best friend had no reason to be there? Or something like that. Haha...

OH! I KNOW WHY MY MOM IS SO LATE! She's in OU with my sister... My sister wanted to go to OU after the studies course because Wang Lee Hom would be there today... I think for some autograph session... Im gonna kill my sister later. Haha

So finally, to end this post... I don't know if you're gonna read this or not, but.... Im sorry if Im causing you any problems or keeping you up... I seriously wouldn't know if Im doing anything wrong. So please, I would love to know if I'm doing anything wrong... Hopefully you would tell me. Thanks.


Getting more and more
nervous by the day