Saturday, August 7, 2010

Long ago...

Long ago, I felt sad for too many days in a row. I actually managed to take care of that problem. Guess doing so wasn't so bad of a choice.

It's been a long time since I've felt this sad. Maybe it's because I really haven't had the chance to let out my feelings in a very long time. Making myself busy just kept everything inside... Problem is, Im more prone to anger than ever... Yet today, I feel so sad... I just wanna stay in my room to cry to sleep...

Why do your words affect me so badly? I really dont get it... Im 100% I have feelings for this other person... Yet she can't hurt me as bad as you can. I really don't get it... I know I've been missing for a very long time due to my work, but I really thought that it wouldn't affect anything... I've told you one too many times already, Im sorry.

I hate my 2 asses... Sure, they work well, but they definitely make the wrong choice... Im so far back from all my subjects... It's still 2010 and Im feeling the pressure for SPM already...

Plus this bitch at home wont shut up... Making my life so hard... BITCH! YOU BETTER STOP IT SOON! Remember that Im gonna be the one taking care of you when you end up with 0 A's for SPM!

Can anyone save me from all this bullshit?