In vain

Guess what? I finally gave up on trying to keep my blog as happy as possible. All my efforts in vain. Wasted even more of my study time on changing the layout and font colours and so on... I wish she was here with me... I need her warm smile and her weird sense of humour more than ever now...

Why?

Why do I always seem to annoy the people who I cherish in my heart? It's like I manage to show them the person that's inside and suddenly I show them something else... I dont get it. Can somebody please tell me why I can annoy and infuriate almost anyone with just a sentence? Isit really because of the ego that I've been trying to fix for about 4 months already? Seems that the methods that I am trying are pretty pointless...

IM A SCREW-UP!

WHY??? CAUSE I SCREWED MY BEST SUBJECT FOR TRIALS!
As everyone knows, my strongest subject is Science. But for the first time after coming into this school, my science marks are gonna drop... They have always either been at the same point as before or it increases... I feel no point to studying anymore... I studied so hard for it...

WOW!!!!

I came back home yesterday night after a basketball game... I was really tired because it was the first time I had played with college students... MADNESS WEI! Damn fun to play with them. But after taking a bath, I went to sleep almost immediately. Before I slept, I planned to wake up really early to study. IM VERY SCARED FOR MY SCIENCE AND MATHS! So I did. If you notice the time of this post. HAHA.
I woke up at 1.30am to study. I stayed awake until now. And I actually managed Form 1-3 Science with all the AAR songs from the album that I bought with my own money which put a whole in my wallet. IT COST ME RM45.90! Damn pain...
Anyways, I feel really hyper right now cause I couldn't control my craving for coffee... So yeah... HAHAHAHAHA
I will blog again later after school. I PROMISE!

IM BACK!

Im back from Nilai... Which is where my mom's hometown is. I went there on Saturday evening and came back today. I had tons of fun until night came on that Saturday... I did something to offend a certain someone... I didnt know she would react that way... I hope she reads this post. So she knows how sorry I am... But it doesnt really matter. Cause Im gonna apologise to her myself. Because of that small mistake, she was so pissed at me... The words that came from her sort of stabbed me like a spear through my chest... So yea... It was painful. I also could not sleep well for 2 consecutive nights. First night was because I couldnt stop thinking about her words and when I finally got to sleep, THE BLOODY DOG WOKE ME UP! It continued to bark from 3am-7am! I didnt know why... I hate the bloody dog... Then on the second night, I could have slept but this time, one of my nieces(she's 3 months old now I think), couldn't stop crying FOR 3 BLOODY HOURS! What makes matters worse for both nights was, NOBODY HEARD THE BARKING NOR THE CRIES! ARGH!!!!! And each morning when I woke up, my cousins aged 10 and below would pull my hands screaming:" DANUSH KOR KOR! LAI GEN WO WAN!" That's in mandarin. Translation to the sentence is as follows:" Brother Danush! Come and play with me!" My biceps were already pulled on Saturday but they pulled it even more... This afternoon when I came back and went grocery shopping with my mom, I could barely even push the trolley properly...

But now I believe I should be okay now I have my VOLTAREN GEL for treatment to the muscle pull. HEHE So that's all for now.