Which to read first?

So lately, I have been to 2 bookfairs. One is a stock clearance held by MPH. Another was at the KL Convention Centre held by Popular.

The first one was about 2 weeks ago? Went on a Monday afternoon. Bought at least 20 books there. FREAKING CHEAP! Ended up at about RM100.

Today though, I went for the Popular bookfair. The amount of people there was CRAZY! Seriously! Everyone was carrying basket, and everyone was trying to move in different directions. IT WAS CHAOS I TELL YOU!!!

But I came out alive and still happy. Finally got to buy The Inheritance Cycle. Or better known as Eragon etc... Got all 3, total up bout RM30. Sure the MPH one was much cheaper, but I couldn't find these there.

So Im actually enjoying myself by reading. Never thought there would be a day that my mom would spend so much on books for me to read and the books were my own choice. The total that my mom and I have spent on books within the past 2 weeks is at least RM1000. Haha. CRAZY!!!

When I see your face,

my heart stops beating.

ARGH!

Everything is being thrown at me in one go again...



When I first heard that the exams were being pushed to October, I was fairly happy. But now, not so... Adam Lambert is coming on the 14th. And 17th there's this competition... It's about time I told the world now...



Frankly speaking, I no longer have any interest in sparring anymore. All I want now, is to learn how to be a better teacher and maybe even learn the practical uses of Taekwondo as a martial arts. This thing has been bothering me since just before the JLK competition. I asked myself, is sparring really still what Im interested in? Then it came to me, sparring was never an interest. It always just a way to test myself and see how good I am... Now that I know that I can't really cant go far, what's the point?

I never realized this until tonight. I cause my own problems. Thinking back, I noticed that every single serious problem that I have ever had has ALWAYS been my own fault... And now this shit, is ALSO my fault... ARGH!!! I wish that my friends would just tell me straight in the face what their problems with me are... I am so definintely gonna cry myself to sleep tonight...