I forgot...

I forgot to make a post when I started blogging today... Ok.
Yesterday night I made the most satisfying sausage and bread sandwich ever before! Let me tell you how I did it.
I had fried some cheese sausages and planned to eat them this morning so I dont have to waste too much time cooking them for breakfast. I fried extra sausages for supper. I was REALLY hungry. Then suddenly I had this extreme craving for cheese??? So I got this really good idea which I have always wanted to do but never had the time to do so. This idea was to make the bread toast on one side and have a melted slice of cheese on the other and also have the sausage in the middle of it to make it a sandwich or whatever you call it.
How did I manage to get the bread done that way? Simple, I put it on the frying pan so that only one side would be getting all the heat and gets toast and the other side has the cheese that will melt due to the heat. When I took my first bite, IT WAS AMAZING! I never ever thought that bread and sausages could ever satisfy me so much ever before! I took 30 minutes just to finish to of those 'sandwiches' because they were so good! I took my time on each and every bite.
After that, I brushed my teeth and went to sleep. I had expected to fall asleep at least one hour from going to sleep. Surprisingly, I fell asleep within less than 10 minutes. It was the alarm clock that continued to disturb me throughout the whole night...
And that's about it for my whole perfect supper yesterday.

Tempted to tell

I have something that I wish I could tell the whole world. BUT! I cant... Cause if I do, every one who cares about me will definitely feel bad. So I won't say anything. But hopefully no one can guess what this thing is. By the way, it's not about my feelings for anyone. So don't come running to me and asking whether this post is about liking some random girl or whatever... Cause I still wont answer you, even if the subject of your question was correct.

So actually this post was pointless. Maybe there is a point to it... The point to this post is just to make anyone who even gives a damn get really curious. And so I can annoy them with not telling them anything. I feel so evil. HAHA!

Anyways, today was freaking tiring... Most people dont know this, but I haven't been able to sleep well for about 2 weeks now. Why? Cause of my new alarm clock. My new alarm clock's second hand is really really really noisy! I can't sleep properly because of the noise and also because Im a very light sleeper. LOL.

So today I was really really tired cause I just couldn't stand it anymore. Sad right? LOL. Had a spot check in the first 2 periods. That literally used up my whole battery pack for the morning. So I was totally out when I got to class. Even on duty I couldnt stand properly so I had to lean. Managed to get about 30 minutes of 'sleep' during civics... Some people would be amazed that I could hear every single conversation going on when Jeshan, Li Yen, Shaina, 'The Jamaican', Nicholas and Marn Keon were near my place and talking amongst themselves plus afew other people from the group from Phei Fern's side. I just didnt have enough evergy to care about their conversations... Cause of them I really couldn't get my sleep...
After school, I took the radio to the prefect room and listened to Fly Fm. That managed to wake me up before eating and going for dance practice. So I became hyper during practice but after that, once I had gotten back home I was already half dead...
So right now, I still am very very sleepy...

Did anything bad happen to anyone?

I ask that question because I went really really high in tuition today... And when I get high, Im really high... I laughed for more than 20 minutes non-stop in tuition. I think I freaked alot of people out.
Anyways, when I get high, something bad happens to someone I care for. I didnt know who she/he would be. So I texted about 3-5 people who I thought most probable to have something bad happen to them today. But I didnt text my mom...
I only found out at 11am who and what had happened to the person I care about. The person is my mom. What happened? Her car couldn't start. And she was stuck in her office carpark for more than half an hour cause my stupid dad couldnt hear his phone in the bar... Idiot... Yes, I am calling my dad an idiot. I do it often, but this time I mean it.
You have the right to be dissapointed in me if you thought I was the 'Forever give respect to elders' kind of person. My english is a little problematic today. No idea why. Maybe cause Im really tired. So I wont waste anymore time, and go to sleep. Good night.

Still quite happy

Today was a very happy day. Except for the part that I have a big pile of homework from 3 weeks ago waiting at my desk... But nevermind. Im too happy to be affected by the dread of that pile.
Woke up extra-ordinarily early... For what reason? No idea... Went to school, went up to the podium 2 times. Once to be announced as the new Ass. Discipline Department Director and another to get my GOLD medal back. MUAHAHAHA! That was what made my day. Being able to reunite with my medal that I have worked so hard for over the years.
Was pretty happy until the last 2 periods. Why? Cause Phei Fern was emo-ing... Why would I be affected? Cause I care. Dont take it the wrong way. She's one of my best friends. So of course I care.
Phei Fern... Dont so emo... You have friends who care about you. They are always there for you when you need them. No point in keeping all of it in. Just express it. And don't feel guilty. Im still happy.
So yeah. Conclusion is that Im still really happy. But I sense that something bad is coming my way. Always happens when Im really happy. HAHA! But I will be fine. I will conquer these bad things and go through with life.
To those who feel that there is no longer any reason to live, NEVER GIVE UP! There is always something to live for. Like for the person you love or to make the world a better place.