Yesterday night or rather this morning at about 1.30a.m. I thought of you. I dont know why I thought of you. Was it because of the emotional breakdown from yesterday afternoon? Or was it because you popped into my mind and I just continued thinking? I dont think I want to know. I cried so much because I thought of this one person who is very important to me. Before I continue, I would like to apologize to Jo Yee, a very good friend of mine. As I promised the night before that I would call her if I needed to talk about anything at all. Im sorry Jo Yee. I didn't call. I didn't want you to hear me cry. Im sorry.
I really miss you. And in a few months time, I think you would forget almost everything about me. You gave me something that I always wanted to feel. Last year, I gave up on even hoping I would feel that emotion which God knows what you call it. But thanks to you, I finally had the chance to feel it. And Im glad and thankful because you allowed me to. Thank you for that. All that's left now is one question.
Will you remember me as the boy who loved you or as the boy who gave you comfort? Or will you even remember me in months to come?
Doesn't matter. All that matters is as long as you remember me and know that I love you, it's good enough. I hope that you know that it's you Im talking about when you read this post.
Last but not least, thanks for everything.
