I finally asked her! Whether she even has feelings for me or not. I could not let go because of the way she talked to me on a normal basis. Something just kept drawing me in without knowing it... And because she never told me that she didnt have feelings for me anymore, I didnt know what to do. BUT! NOW I AM FREE! I can let her go in peace now. Cause her answer was of course no. OMG... I make it sound like she was torturing me the whole time... But she wasnt... Cause I was tortuting myself.
Hope you have a happy life from now on... Dont always be depressed. It's not good in the long run. Seriously...
