Im scared. Im scared that I cant become what you want me to be.
Im scared that I can't make you proud. Heck, Im scared I cant make ALL of you proud.
Making wishes might be pointless. But I still want to believe that there is a point in wishing on a shooting star, a birthday, or whatever occasion.
My fear is really taking control of my mind. Im scared of the future. And Im starting to want to live in the past. I dont know how to get rid of it. And I dont know whether getting rid of it will help.
Will getting rid of fear make things easier for me? Will I be able to do what you wish for me to do? I hope so. Because I know, I have to do it. Or else this wont work and it'll fall apart.
