Paranoid? Maybe...

I wish everyone on Earth had more time. Time to do things they never got to do. Time to tell their loved ones how the feel. Time to enjoy life without a single worry. Time to make their lives better. Time to spend with their loved ones. Time to change for the better. Simply put, I wish everyone had more time.



It sucks to know that one day, your loved ones will have to leave you. You might not necessarily be left alone, but the ones that leave will leave a giant empty cave in your heart. When that happens, will you be able to withstand the pain and emptiness? I definitely wont be able to.



It sucks to know that one day, you will have to leave your loved ones for other loved ones. If possible, I never want to do that. But I know, the chances of that happening is almost zero. What if the loved ones you leave end up leaving this world while you weren't around? Would you regret your decision to leave them? Would you wish for more time to spend with them? Would you wish you got to at least say 'goodbye' to them? I would.



I wish I had more time. Because frankly, I need to change myself. How I deal with things. How I treat my own flesh and blood. How I treat my friends who I had been longing to make for so long.



So in conclusion. I would love to say that I love you guys. You know who you are. And I know, one day, I will say it to you in person. And I want you all to know, that I appreciate everything that all of you have ever done for me.

I wonder what's wrong with me... I worry about you so much.

And I always worry if Im good enough. Haha. Stupid right?

When you're not ok, I wish I could make your problems go away.

Yet it's very obvious that I can't.

How can I ever be what I wish to be for you?

Guess I'll just have to try harder.

I dont need a replay,

I just need the time of a replay.