What's wrong with me?

I realise that I can't study in almost any given condition or environment but I don't know why. This made me very very pissed at myself. I almost blew up at afew people. That comes to show that I can be very patient with other people but I can't be patient with myself. It's stupid isn't it? It should be the other way around.

You treat me just like another stranger,

Well it's nice to meet you, Sir.

Well I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out.

Ignorance is your new best friend,

Ignorance is your new best friend!

Sometimes I wish I could sing that to so many people. Including HER. Well, I must be really pissed today. I fell in love with that song today even though I didn't really like it before. I've been listening to it tons of times today and I can already get the lyrics. : )

But then again, Im still pissed.

Sometimes I wonder why I fell for you.

Must there be a reason to love?

I know that a reason is unnecessary,

but I still wonder why.

I need to learn how to neglect emotions.

Example:Love, fear, sadness, anger, pain.

Then again, I should love.

So maybe I can learn to control the emotion.

I should. Dont you think so too?