I really miss you.

Yesterday night or rather this morning at about 1.30a.m. I thought of you. I dont know why I thought of you. Was it because of the emotional breakdown from yesterday afternoon? Or was it because you popped into my mind and I just continued thinking? I dont think I want to know. I cried so much because I thought of this one person who is very important to me. Before I continue, I would like to apologize to Jo Yee, a very good friend of mine. As I promised the night before that I would call her if I needed to talk about anything at all. Im sorry Jo Yee. I didn't call. I didn't want you to hear me cry. Im sorry.

I really miss you. And in a few months time, I think you would forget almost everything about me. You gave me something that I always wanted to feel. Last year, I gave up on even hoping I would feel that emotion which God knows what you call it. But thanks to you, I finally had the chance to feel it. And Im glad and thankful because you allowed me to. Thank you for that. All that's left now is one question.

Will you remember me as the boy who loved you or as the boy who gave you comfort? Or will you even remember me in months to come?

Doesn't matter. All that matters is as long as you remember me and know that I love you, it's good enough. I hope that you know that it's you Im talking about when you read this post.

Last but not least, thanks for everything.

Never cross a road while talking on the phone

It's been awhile. Haven't blogged in about a week or more. So Im gonna blog about yesterday and today AND 2 days ago too. But it's gonna be short.

Monday, 23rd of November
My cousin brothers came over. We had alot of fun with cards and computer. So I didnt rot. Had Dominos' for dinner. IT WAS AWESOME!!!

Tuesday, 24th of November
Called afew old friends over to my house. So we had one of their PS2s connected to my new 42" LCD. Since my cousins were there, we had even more fun than expected. Played even more cards and got some new cards. MUAHAHA!

Today
Woke up at 12pm today. So I immediately started washing the clothes. Thank God they dried in time. HAHA! Anyways... After washing the clothes, I had lunch and watched Kiva since I had nothing to do. Stupid DVD was corrupted at episode 14... T.T
At about 5pm, Phei Fern called cause she was so bored. Your timing wasn't so good this time, Phei Fern. I was already on my way to the basketball court. Next time should call Ken to come. Sorry Ken, forgot to call you to come and play. OH! Something bad almost happened to me... I almost died today because of my phone AGAIN! Im sure you would be happy if I died right? Phei Fern? LOL! But I wonder how you would feel if you were the one who caused it. HAHA! Joking joking. But she almost got me killed. So an old lesson must be re-implanted into my head.
NEVER CROSS ROADS WHILE TALKING ON THE PHONE!

One more thing. No need to thank me, Jo Yee. It's what friends are for.

IT IS DONE

I have deleted the non-emo blog. So from now on, this is NOT and all emo blog anymore. LOL.
That's all. Very short post for nothing

Sorry I haven't been blogging lately. Haven't had the mood. So! I believe I am gonna remove the non-emo blog. Cause even when Im not making any non-emo posts, I post them here. So I will remove it soon. I only wonder when David is gonna blog again. Zzz. Anyways, about the competition. Went there quite early but fought quite late. At about 5pm. HAHA. Lost in the first match even though I am VERY certain that I could have won the match easily. That thought is supported by my instructors too. But it doesn't matter. Cause that was my first ever clean match. So I enjoyed those 3 minutes very nicely.
This morning at 12.48am, somebody called me and told me she couldn't sleep. The thing is, I picked up the phone immediately. Why? Because I was thinking about alot of stuff. She called me at the right time because I would have cried if I had thought about the stuff any further. So thanks, Di Wern. I owe you BIGTIME.
One last thing before I end this post. This morning at 3am, my guitar dropped along with it's stand and one of my big containers which keeps my books dropped too. I woke up very blur and saw the books and guitar on the floor. I didn't really care about it yet so I went back to sleep. BUT! Just before closing my eyes, something moved at the corner of my eye. It shocked me until I practically had by heart bounce out of my chest. It was maybe 5 seconds after looking at it properly when I realized that it was.... JENG JENG JENG! A CAT! Apparently it came into the house from the front window and into my room from my room window. Must have been looking for my opened bar of chocolate which I didn't finish afew hours before. So I chased it out of my room and out from my house. That took me about 15 minutes cause It went back into my room when I opened my house front door... Stupid cat! Cause of that cat, I couldn't sleep for another 2 hours. Haiz...
So that's about it for now. Bye

Tomorrow is the day...

I get freaking injured and will need a foot massage just to walk on the next day. HAHA! Seriously though, the competition is TOMORROW! And Im freaking injured already... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
So unfair. Need to be okay by tomorrow! ARGH!!!
I bought the cold spray thing. 2 cans. Never knew they were THAT expensive. RM20 each... Damn pain to my wallet cause it was my own money... LOL! I dont know why, but I just had a feeling that KK isnt gonna be providing us with the spray. So Im guessing that alot of people will be asking for it tomorrow... zzz
Mom's calling me to cook. WISH ME LUCK! BYE

What your problem?

Why do you keep doing that to me? Seriously. I dont know what's your problem. Until you tell me why, I wont know what you're trying to tell me. And just so you know, I enjoyed seeing that tortured face of yours this morning. Hope you enjoyed it! Im sure you know who you are. So tell me what you are trying to do. Before I take things the wrong way.

Scared

The competition is on Sunday. OMG! IT'S THIS SUNDAY! AND IM FREAKING SICK! Plus I have both my hamstrings pulled. How lar? If not ok by Friday day then Im dead lar. ARGH!!! What makes it worse is that all the competetors are MBW people... SCARY!!! Wish me luck people. I WILL NEED IT! LOL!