People are right about me

Alot of people are so right about me. I SO dig up my own holes... And I really dont know why I do that? Am I lacking of attention? Maybe, but even if I was, I would search for my parents attention instead of my friends' attention. So can somebody tell me why I just keep doing this to myself? It sucks to be SO depressed and yet EXTREMELY hyper at the same time you know? Im can't believe the MBW Open is coming soon and yet Im in depression... So unfair...

Orewa Phei Fern-san daisuki daisuki daisuki desu