So yesterday, I was announced as the new president of the Taekwondo Club. I hate Pn Santi... And I dont care if I spelled her name wrongly... I didn't want the post...
My year next year is gonna be hard... Hopefully things work out...
Im literally on the brink of reaching for that bottle that's sitting there just to test me...
Have I ever mentioned that I hate it when I can't do anything to help my friends? I hate it even more when I get pissed at myself over not being able to help my friends. I hate it most when I realize that I almost never take care of my own problems before my friends' problems... Sucks when I know I should take care of my own problems but want to take care of others first...
Why do I do that? Cause helping my friends tends to give me an extremely good feeling about myself. But it sucks when trying to help backfires. Makes things much worse for everyone... Haiz...
Gotta find a way to fix things soon. Before I go crazy... Anyone care to help?
