Im sorry

I somehow feel like Im responsible for you bottling up all your problems... I dont know why. Maybe because I was MIA for awhile? Im sorry.

Im always free to call. Just afew dials away. Letting the problems out to someone might help your situation. You could even tell me to meet you somewhere. Im a VERY free person these days. But of course, Im only free if the thing is important and needs me. So Just text me or something lar.

Im really sorry

Waiting for the right reply

Honestly, take your time. I believe that I can wait forever for an answer. I just hope you're okay.

ANYWAYS! My cousins came over to have some fun. They fried my brains cause they were VERY kiasu... They were finally happy when they beat me at Yu-Gi-Oh after losing for about 4 hours... So yeah, my brain was fried. Damn badly... After the games, they just HAD to annoy the crap out of me.

Very few things annoy me that badly and only one can annoy me that badly at the very instance you say anything related... Declan, you should know. You always do it to me. Just that you do it with control. Sadly, my cousins don't have that kind of control cause they're too innocent... Haiz... Thankfully, they left already. I did have fun, but they just had to ruin it by bringing up that topic. They even tried to use my phone to embarrass... And luckily, Im still bigger in size than them. For now...

I found out something about a certain someone that I believe alot of people don't like. Haha... It's so interesting to find out about this. But then again, you will never know that I know about it. MUAHAHAHA

Im SOOO HUNGRY NOW! Seriously.... I have no idea where my mom is with the groceries... I have absolutely NOTHING to eat... I've just eaten the last 5 slices of bread... And Im still hungry... ARGH!!! MOM!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!

My sister went to this studies course thing... Apparently someone I would call a best friend was there too... And apparently, that best friend had no reason to be there? Or something like that. Haha...

OH! I KNOW WHY MY MOM IS SO LATE! She's in OU with my sister... My sister wanted to go to OU after the studies course because Wang Lee Hom would be there today... I think for some autograph session... Im gonna kill my sister later. Haha

So finally, to end this post... I don't know if you're gonna read this or not, but.... Im sorry if Im causing you any problems or keeping you up... I seriously wouldn't know if Im doing anything wrong. So please, I would love to know if I'm doing anything wrong... Hopefully you would tell me. Thanks.

Getting more and more

nervous by the day

Did you know that it's dangerous to have a broken chair lying around?!

Having a broken office chair around in the house isn't safe... I would know... Because I just got cut by it. And it took more than just my skin... 3 cuts on ONE finger just because I tried to pull something out of it... One of these cuts were so deep, my epidermis totally came off... There's a very obvious etch in my index finger now... And it burns. Haha. Guess that's what I get for being hyper...

Anyways, I managed to finished all of my overdue work! YAY! Now Im stuck with accounts project work... The whole thing has to be done by the end of September. If Im having trouble, I pity you, my friend... Seriously, you haven't even handed your moral project in yet... Plus you have all the teachers trying to kill you. GOOD LUCK MAN! You're gonna need it.

I have so many things that I wanna tell you. I wish I could just tell you now and get it over with... But I know you're busy and all the stuff you're going through nowadays means that I can't say anything yet. So I will wait. Until I think it's ok to tell you all of it. And, Im really sorry for troubling you so much these days.

Honestly, I wish that this new hyperness/carefree-ness in me will last.

You feel so supernatural!

-Supernatural, Daughtry-

WOW! Look at the time!

It's 1.10AM and Im still awake at the computer. You might ask what Im doing.
WELL! I was actually doing my homework that is about 2 months overdue. Finished 70% of it before my brain juice ran out at about 12.30AM. And since there was someone to talk to online I figured I might as well stay and chat.
So now Im just reading Air Gear waiting for my hair to dry before I can sleep.
Had pretty much of an ok-ok day but still felt really good. Haha!



So tell me, am I annoying anyone yet?

Falling In

I am loving Smoke and Mirrors by Lifehouse. The album I mean.

As you can see, I have changed my blog header. I thought about changing my whole URL, but I thought that it would be abit too much trouble for me and everyone else. So guess what?! IT'S NOT LONGER AN EMO BLOG!!! YAY!

Pretty high right now. No idea why though. Maybe the songs are getting in my head... Anyways, today was pretty normal except for THAT... Lol... Not gonna say anything.

To all my friends, Im really sorry if my happiness/hyperness/carefree-ness is starting to annoy you all. I just feel REALLY good these days. Started on last Monday night. Haha...

Everytime I see your face,

My heart takes off on a high speed chase.

-Falling In, Lifehouse-

Long ago...

Long ago, I felt sad for too many days in a row. I actually managed to take care of that problem. Guess doing so wasn't so bad of a choice.

It's been a long time since I've felt this sad. Maybe it's because I really haven't had the chance to let out my feelings in a very long time. Making myself busy just kept everything inside... Problem is, Im more prone to anger than ever... Yet today, I feel so sad... I just wanna stay in my room to cry to sleep...

Why do your words affect me so badly? I really dont get it... Im 100% I have feelings for this other person... Yet she can't hurt me as bad as you can. I really don't get it... I know I've been missing for a very long time due to my work, but I really thought that it wouldn't affect anything... I've told you one too many times already, Im sorry.

I hate my 2 asses... Sure, they work well, but they definitely make the wrong choice... Im so far back from all my subjects... It's still 2010 and Im feeling the pressure for SPM already...

Plus this bitch at home wont shut up... Making my life so hard... BITCH! YOU BETTER STOP IT SOON! Remember that Im gonna be the one taking care of you when you end up with 0 A's for SPM!

Can anyone save me from all this bullshit?

BORED

I watched Karate Kid 2 times within 3 days. IT WAS AWESOME! Sorry Yasmin... Potonged you... BUT! I REALLY WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN!!! SERIOUSLY AWESOME!

Jaden Smith can actually play his role quite well. Jackie Chan's english is still horrible after all these years... Sad right?
The movie makes sure you wont stop laughing for more than 10 minutes. Go and test it out. Cause I definitely didn't stop laughing for more than that...

GO WATCH IT! DAMN AWESOME!