WOOO!!!!!

Well. My head's way up in the sky now. My only worry is that things will go wrong. Let's hope not.

So... A certain D found out from a certain E about me and my feelings... This certain D, slipped his tongue and caused a L in my class to find out too. Somehow, Chindians can read each other quite well... It's like my class' Chindians read each other damn well. We all practically know each other's crush/whatever you would call it. Haha. Problem is, one of the Chindians in my class, cant shut up and told the whole world... Got abit pissed at him.

So now about 60-70% of the guys in my class know about me... Which sucks cause Im just too obvious and I can't read anyone properly. IMAN! Teach me. Haha. And guess what? 30% of those guys tend to tease me... Which gets on my nerves VERY easily...

But it's okay... They cant get on my bad side cause Im too happy/carefree. EXCEPT! YOU! Stupid ass... You say that ONE more time, I WILL PERSONALLY SLAP YOU! I warned you this morning itself. So don't say I didn't warn you when you said that crap!

ANYWAYS! Next week should be a good week. Hopefully. Even though I REALLY need to plan out my time for my accounts project, everything should go fine. Considering that the exams have been pushed to October. Only problem about that is that Adam Lambert is coming on the 14 of October I believe. Which would potong me damn badly... SO! I hope for the best. Haha


SO! WATCH OUT! You bloody perverted ass... You say anything like that again, YOU ARE DEAD!

You're my MVP

It's gonna be a stressful year...

So yesterday, I was announced as the new president of the Taekwondo Club. I hate Pn Santi... And I dont care if I spelled her name wrongly... I didn't want the post...

My year next year is gonna be hard... Hopefully things work out...

Im literally on the brink of reaching for that bottle that's sitting there just to test me...

Have I ever mentioned that I hate it when I can't do anything to help my friends? I hate it even more when I get pissed at myself over not being able to help my friends. I hate it most when I realize that I almost never take care of my own problems before my friends' problems... Sucks when I know I should take care of my own problems but want to take care of others first...

Why do I do that? Cause helping my friends tends to give me an extremely good feeling about myself. But it sucks when trying to help backfires. Makes things much worse for everyone... Haiz...

Gotta find a way to fix things soon. Before I go crazy... Anyone care to help?

WHERE ISIT?!

Where in BLOODY HELL is my file?! I can't find it... I left it in the hall yesterday and I can't find it no matter how many times I go through the hall... And frankly, it's pissing me off... I need that file! Not only is my work stuff in there, there are also some photos of EXTREME sentimental values...

So if ANYONE at all has found a white transparent file which opens with a circle of velcro, please check it's contents: accounts projects, some pictures, a warning letter with my name on it... Please return it...

I need to start going for my classes on Sundays again... Before I become that stupid impatient person again... Crap... I feel that my fuse is getting shorter by the day... MOM! WAKE ME UP!!!

Feeling abit disappointed

Why you may ask... It's because out of all my close friends. You are the only one who told me to give up... I don't understand why though... It's like I you're saying I dont stand a chance. What's even worse is that you don't know her at all... So yes, I believe you are jumping very big steps and to a very outrageous conclusion...

Im pretty sure you wont read this post anyways but I just wanna express myself... It doesn't matter if I don't stand a choice... This is definitely the first time I have ever, EVER, felt so happy for so long in one go.

Having such feelings for her somehow just makes me carefree and happy. So it doesn't matter if she has such feelings for me or not. I wanna stay like this and not that stupid idiot who used to sulk over every little crap that made him even the slightest bit sad...

I hope you realize that this is the last time I will ever go to you for any girl related problems...

Gosh... Why?! Out of all of them does it have to be you? If it were her or her or HER I could get it... But you don't know this girl at all...

Im sorry, Ah Jie, but I seriously cant just let go when I dont want to. Accept the fact...

Im sorry

I somehow feel like Im responsible for you bottling up all your problems... I dont know why. Maybe because I was MIA for awhile? Im sorry.

Im always free to call. Just afew dials away. Letting the problems out to someone might help your situation. You could even tell me to meet you somewhere. Im a VERY free person these days. But of course, Im only free if the thing is important and needs me. So Just text me or something lar.

Im really sorry

Waiting for the right reply

Honestly, take your time. I believe that I can wait forever for an answer. I just hope you're okay.

ANYWAYS! My cousins came over to have some fun. They fried my brains cause they were VERY kiasu... They were finally happy when they beat me at Yu-Gi-Oh after losing for about 4 hours... So yeah, my brain was fried. Damn badly... After the games, they just HAD to annoy the crap out of me.

Very few things annoy me that badly and only one can annoy me that badly at the very instance you say anything related... Declan, you should know. You always do it to me. Just that you do it with control. Sadly, my cousins don't have that kind of control cause they're too innocent... Haiz... Thankfully, they left already. I did have fun, but they just had to ruin it by bringing up that topic. They even tried to use my phone to embarrass... And luckily, Im still bigger in size than them. For now...

I found out something about a certain someone that I believe alot of people don't like. Haha... It's so interesting to find out about this. But then again, you will never know that I know about it. MUAHAHAHA

Im SOOO HUNGRY NOW! Seriously.... I have no idea where my mom is with the groceries... I have absolutely NOTHING to eat... I've just eaten the last 5 slices of bread... And Im still hungry... ARGH!!! MOM!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!

My sister went to this studies course thing... Apparently someone I would call a best friend was there too... And apparently, that best friend had no reason to be there? Or something like that. Haha...

OH! I KNOW WHY MY MOM IS SO LATE! She's in OU with my sister... My sister wanted to go to OU after the studies course because Wang Lee Hom would be there today... I think for some autograph session... Im gonna kill my sister later. Haha

So finally, to end this post... I don't know if you're gonna read this or not, but.... Im sorry if Im causing you any problems or keeping you up... I seriously wouldn't know if Im doing anything wrong. So please, I would love to know if I'm doing anything wrong... Hopefully you would tell me. Thanks.

Getting more and more

nervous by the day

Did you know that it's dangerous to have a broken chair lying around?!

Having a broken office chair around in the house isn't safe... I would know... Because I just got cut by it. And it took more than just my skin... 3 cuts on ONE finger just because I tried to pull something out of it... One of these cuts were so deep, my epidermis totally came off... There's a very obvious etch in my index finger now... And it burns. Haha. Guess that's what I get for being hyper...

Anyways, I managed to finished all of my overdue work! YAY! Now Im stuck with accounts project work... The whole thing has to be done by the end of September. If Im having trouble, I pity you, my friend... Seriously, you haven't even handed your moral project in yet... Plus you have all the teachers trying to kill you. GOOD LUCK MAN! You're gonna need it.

I have so many things that I wanna tell you. I wish I could just tell you now and get it over with... But I know you're busy and all the stuff you're going through nowadays means that I can't say anything yet. So I will wait. Until I think it's ok to tell you all of it. And, Im really sorry for troubling you so much these days.

Honestly, I wish that this new hyperness/carefree-ness in me will last.

You feel so supernatural!

-Supernatural, Daughtry-