Perfect ending

SO!
Last Friday, 29/1/10, I was there. In front of a crowd of maybe only 5000. Jumping and screaming my lungs out to....
BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!! MUAHAHA!
Went with Chee Seng, Gavin, Dominic, Arshad and Chia Sing who got to touch MARTIN! Of course, as you would guess, Martin is the lead singer of Boys Like Girls...
I just have to type this out... SO SAD FOR THOSE WHO DIDNT COME BECAUSE THEY WERE SCARED OF THE CROWD!!! MUAHAHA!
Even though the whole event was free, the place wasnt packed! The lot of us got front row. And I didnt sweat a single drop because the air-con was blowing straight in our faces. The only time that I actually felt hot was when BLG started performing. They played about 8 songs if Im not mistaken. 3 of which I did not know. First performance was some DJ who made us hyped up for the rest of the night, then Sixth Sense who totally spoiled the hype... 3rd was this guy named Aizat. He was pretty good. He sings MUCH better than Christopher Saw, and I really like Chris' singing. So I would say I liked this Aizat guy. Then came this Taiwanese or Hongkee singer... His voice was good too. THEN! BLG!!!!
So yeah... THE NIGHT ROCKED!
Until I came back, after midnight... Went emo again... Cause of certain reasons that only certain people know...
Emo'd the whole of Saturday. Then on Sunday, TODAY!
I love today wei! Even though today started off emo also, BUT!!! After EX Team training, I finally have a Sifu! After so long, finally! And what more? Kok Keong is my sifu! Freaking proud! Now just have to get used to the addressing of 'Kok Keong' that has to be changed to 'Sifu'.
So yeah, I FEEL GREAT!!!

Perfect ending to this totally emo month.
Arigato-gosaimas, Sensei!

NOOOOOOO

My mom took the old laptop along to Hong Kong on a business trip... Now Im stuck with this old desktop... IM SO BORED!!! So bored until I'm watching Naruto from the beginning all over again... Stupid? I would say so.
I could seriously kill someone if I dont get the laptop back soon... Plus the new laptop wont be coming back until at least a month... So stupid.
ENTERTAIN ME!!! CALL ME!!! ARGH

What's wrong with me?

I suddenly feel damn weird... As if someone cut my heart open and didnt seal it... I dont know why though...
I dont know whether it was because of that dream... Or maybe because of something else... Am I ok? Definitely not right now...
I also feel very pathetic... Haiz...
Whatever it is... I need to cancel it off a.s.a.p. If not Im gonna die for training tomorrow... Haiz...

IM BACK ONLINE!!!

My sister fried my modem and my new laptop which wasnt even a month old by letting it get struck my lightning. Sad right? Well, there goes my hardwork on Prototype... Gonna have to restart it... AGAIN!!!
Stupid sister... Haiz... By the way, obviously the sister Im talking about is Dhanya...
Por Lyn... You potong me damn badly... I sms'd you at least 4 times today... You replied only once... T.T
AND! When I finally come back online, you go offline after I say hi... So potong...
SO! Now Im just blogging and I have nothing to do. Gonna read blogs now... Bye

I feel like crap...

Wanna know why? Go ahead and ask me personally and see whether I tell you or not. I feel so pathetic...

I always doubt my choices for certain things like whether to stay back or not or whether to do my homework the night itself of just leave it for later...

I regeret alot of choices now... I know that regretting is pointless, but still, what's wrong with thinking about the past? Im sure everybody wishes that they could have changed something they did...

I would definitely love to change my stupid decision to bring my phone to school one Saturday when there was class and I was at a competition held in our school... If I didn't bring it, I would have saved myself from tons of stress... Now I have to continuously watch my back... It's frustrating...

Now I have to totally balance out friends, family, Taekwondo, prefects AND studies... I never used to have studies to balance... Never did... But now F4 is so different... I cant' skip all my classes for spot checks anymore... It's so so bloody annoying when I cant do that...

I need to burst... It's been real long since I last burst... Hopefully I can do so tonight so I can get rid of feeling pathetic...

Im light enough to fly!

I FEEL LIKE I CAN FLY! Not because Im happy though... Because I got something off my chest... Like finally... Dont know how long the weight has been there, but it feels good to let it out.

I really do hope nothing changes. = )

I miss everyone... T.T

Well, I got into 4IX... The second sub science class... I was alittle worried in the beginning. But now I've seem to become fond of everything... And my dreams of becoming a doctor seems to have vanished over-night... But at the same time, I am totally lost as to what Im gonna do in the future... So I guess I'll continue in sub-science since my appeal definitely can't get through.

The bad part is, 4IX is starting to seep into me... No idea why though... Maybe cause I laughed about 70% of the time in class today... Laugh meaning laugh until my stomach hurts kinda laugh...

So after school Gavin, Chee Seng and I went to buy our books... The line, like yesterday, was long... We waited a total of 1 hour and 15 minutes to get to the front of the line and buy the books... After that, the 3 of us walked back home after having a small meal in the canteen...

When I reached home, I saw a pair of shoes that definitely belonged to a girl but not my sister... I was wonder who it could be. When my sister came to open the door for me, I asked her who the owner was and why is she at our house... Who knew, the moment I stepped into my house I was shocked to see my OTHER sister in the house... And she didn't tell me before coming... ESTELLE!!! NEXT TIME INFROM ME PLEASE!!!

So we played Pictionary. And talked and listened to music. She went back home at about 6... Then Danielle suddenly pops-up from the window of the car and says: ' Have you been touching my sister?' I was so shocked to see her... 2 months after not seeing nor talking to her. It's very nostalgic. Haha.

So after that I went to do my Add Maths homework. Still easy, FOR NOW! I had originally planned to reach back home at 3.30pm(which I did do), get cleaned up and eat alittle bit by 3.45pm, and sleep for about 15-30 minutes from there on and do the homework after waking up. Estelle, Estelle... Potong me only. But I had fun and didn't emo today thanks to you. SO!

THANKS ESTELLE! I will make it up to you somehow.

After finishing my homework, ate MCD, came online, sewed a session tag onto my new shirt, ironed some clothes and blogged.

That's all for today. Not sure when Im gonna blog again. BYE