Im Sorry

Im sorry Ken Yoong. I didn't know that I hurt you that badly. But you were right about one thing. If I had known how you felt at the time, I would have called IT off. But would it have mattered? Cause IT was heading into a road of doom already. You should have told me earlier. That could have saved us both from being hurt so badly. You should have told me yourself too... LOL! Cause when I was told by your messenger, I was furious that you didn't tell me yourself... But what's past has past. No point in regreting it. I hope you aren't hurting as bad as then. I wish you good luck, my good friend.

Disturbed

I was disturbed by a certain dream a few nights ago... I saw my life get destroyed by one guy... He took the girl that I love so much away from me. I woke up with tears already running down my face. I don't hate that guy. It's just that I wish I never met him... Then at least I could think that I might be better than him. But the fact is, since he and I are acquaintances, I know it as a fact that he has a better character, better looks, better everything. I realise now, that I should give up right now. But chances are, I won't be able to. No matter how hard I pray, I can never be with you.

Stupid illness...

I got a fever again... After only getting it one month ago... I guess my eating habits are very bad... I've been listening to alot of love songs again... Which sucks... Cause it reminds me of her... Especially when I hear the songs that she introduced to me... I wish I could cry to let out my sad feelings... Haiz...

Im so noob...

I feel super noob when I see people like Beh or Seng Yew do very very pro things while training... Most of those things, I can't do no... Even if I train hard... It's so saddening that I have to watch them in jealousy... I don't mean to say that they are bad to me. Neither do I have a problem with them, I just have a problem with myself...

IT IS DONE!

This blog no longer belongs to me alone. I have invited David Chin to write on this blog due to his request. So now, this blog will be even more emo because we are 2 very emo people. I have just made a second blog. Reason is stated there... http://il0v3lif3.blogspot.com/ is the url. Knock yourselves out...
By the way, you can now link this emo blog as David and Danush/Danush and David. Whatever lar... Up to you...

This blog is gonna be even more emo.

HEHE... This blog is definitely gonna be more emo soon. You will understand why when something very unexpected happens. HEHE

The worst feeling in life.

I learned something very useful today. I learned that regret is the worst feeling in life. Why? Because it makes you suffer but there is no reward to suffering it. There is no point in regreting anything but yet we still feel regret for certain things...
Yesterday night, my mother told me something that shocked me. She said the following words :'If by any chance that you don't get results that are better than your cousin sister, I will transfer you to another school and stop you from Taekwondo.' My mother has never threatened me before... The cousin sister that she was talking about got 5As... So I have to beat her... Which sucks... Cause I haven't really studied properly yet... I hope I can get good results that would get me into Pure Science Stream.
BUT DONT WORRY! I WILL NOT LEAVE SMKTS! I LOVE IT HERE!